travis,
there are no words to tell you how much i miss you. i'm counting down the days (hours, minutes, seconds) until i get to run into those big hairy arms keep you all for myself. in the meantime, i've got a few goodies to help you pass the time. nothing major so don't get your hopes up - just some typical summer camp delights to hopefully make you smile that big, eye crinkling grin i love so much. i miss you already and i'm sososo proud of you. but also, like, can this part hurry up so i can go back to following you around like a puppy dog?

i have it on good authority (even though, as i'm writing this, we aren't apart yet) that bed feels empty without you. it's weird not to have you next to me, but i also realise i have to share you with the rest of the world - and that's where things get tricky for me.

you are such a fucking fixture in my own personal world, but there's something especially... special, i guess? about knowing how many peoples' lives you touch just by being you. i'll be thinking about you every single minute we're apart. and, yes, i realise how cheesy that sounds. kinda hate myself for it, but i also don't care. you make me wanna scream it from the rooftops: you are everything to me. don't forget that. click the sun for your camp must-haves (according to me, an authority on nothing). and don't forget to have so much fun. and wear sunblock. and protect your shoulder. don't let anyone give you late night massages except pat, ok?

love always, alycia xo

preseason camp 2025